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Mar. 10th, 2006 | 02:44 pm

God knows nothing more could go wrong could it. I HATE LIARS. I HATE THE FACT THAT I AM NOT TRUSTABLE ENOUGH TO BE BELIEVED WHEN IT COMES TO THESE THINGS. I hate how I am who I am, and I hate how the one thing that matters the most is nearly gone. But most of all I hate the way that I can't just move on or have him. One or the other. Because this pain is unreal, and it is neverending.There is an obvious preference in that, having him of course. And the only reason things aren't perfect like they were, is because some dumbass had to lie and say things that were the last thing but true. I hate that person with everything in me. No matter how much I may not like sone people or who they are with, I would and will never do somthing like what they did to me. I feel like this will all go away soon, someway, even if i have to make it... It's really scary to think of him not with me Again. That is a horrible feeling and a horrible thought. This pain isn't only in my heart, it's in my soul, my mind, and everything in between. I just miss him, and I know I need to quit wining, quit talkin about how I feel, when there are people with more problems... So i'll shut the hell up now

measmyown< what a lie.

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