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Mar. 10th, 2006 | 02:44 pm

God knows nothing more could go wrong could it. I HATE LIARS. I HATE THE FACT THAT I AM NOT TRUSTABLE ENOUGH TO BE BELIEVED WHEN IT COMES TO THESE THINGS. I hate how I am who I am, and I hate how the one thing that matters the most is nearly gone. But most of all I hate the way that I can't just move on or have him. One or the other. Because this pain is unreal, and it is neverending.There is an obvious preference in that, having him of course. And the only reason things aren't perfect like they were, is because some dumbass had to lie and say things that were the last thing but true. I hate that person with everything in me. No matter how much I may not like sone people or who they are with, I would and will never do somthing like what they did to me. I feel like this will all go away soon, someway, even if i have to make it... It's really scary to think of him not with me Again. That is a horrible feeling and a horrible thought. This pain isn't only in my heart, it's in my soul, my mind, and everything in between. I just miss him, and I know I need to quit wining, quit talkin about how I feel, when there are people with more problems... So i'll shut the hell up now

measmyown< what a lie.

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3rd entry

Jan. 11th, 2006 | 02:26 pm

I never write in here and not many people know this thing anyways. I just am bored and in BCA and I can't get on Xanga because school computers don't allow it. No one is active on LJ anymore like we used to be. I remember the LJ wars...haha like I am reminicing or something. I hated that shit. But yeah I don't know why I am doing this. lmao. Bye you guys!!~Bre*

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!!!*2cd entry*!!!

Nov. 29th, 2005 | 12:19 pm
mood: accomplishedaccomplished
music: none

 Well what is there to say...Not much. I haven't yet given everyone this LJ. I need to. I guess I would just rather be in Xanga. But school computers had a block for it, which sucks.  So I am in LJ. How fun. . . . .   Last night I went to bed happy, for the first time in so long. I dont even remember the last time I was able to fall asleep with muchless a smile. Not much to write about...LJ has gotten really really confusing. Used to you select one font one size and now there are so many I had to quit and go back and do the rest. Oh well I GUESS it is for the best.  So yeah we have no school on friday after 11:15 and if we win mid terms are going to have to be rearranged for state. haha. I Love this school!!lmao. THey win. SO yeah I am out.~Bre*

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First entry

Nov. 28th, 2005 | 07:52 pm
mood: numbnumb
music: I miss my friend. Country how wierd huh?

Well you guys I had to make yet another one. This time not because I was sick of it but because my screen name was a lie. I dont know if people actually knew what it mean but in case you didnt, It mean seth timothy richmonds cupcake. Because thats what he used to call me. And now thats not true, I no longer get called that. If anything he should call me a bitch.

   Off the point, this is new and lj has decided to get a lot more complicated in case no one noticed. what the crap is with that? so YeAh no time to write I hace homework and Stuff to do to this. Leave me comments if I ever post on everyone's thingys. Maybe next week.haha ^*bre*^

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